I dont know why am I writing this or what will I achieve by jotting down my thoughts but I know I have to do it.It has been on my mind for so long that if I dont do it now,I may never do it.
Hi for those who dont know me.I am Princy Thomas working in a MNC in chennai.This space I will be dedicating to my daddy who is very far away from me.This is a sort of way to keep all my memories,happiness and pain in my life alive.
I dont exactly remember what is my first memory of my daddy.When i was about 2 0r 3,I used to accompany him everywhere whether he goes to nearby shop or to buy vegetables.Since i was the youngest,I always had the privilege of being his most loved daughter or his pet as he says.....At that time we full family were settled in gulf(Al-ain).Since i was very small,I didnt have passport so daddy and I shared a passport.I remember he picking me up and showing to the person behind the counter and saying this is my daughter.I felt so happy and proud of the fact that I was his daughter and I also remember the guy in the counter saying that she looks exactly like you.I dont know whether the gu in counter noticed it or not but i was surely giving him the smile of my life for those wonderful words.Yes I was very proud of the fact that i was his daughter and maybe more than that I looked like him coz that made me like him.For me he was more than a human being.
In evenings even though I had my mom and my sisters for company,I used to look forward to the moment when will dady come from office and when will I sit in his lap.I didnt have to talk anything but the feeling of belonginess or security i got when he was near me I have never got with anyone else.
I remember once we came to kerala on a vacation,the time when he had purchased our house in trivandrum and we all were going to see it for the first time.All our cousins and relatives were there with us to see the house and I remember me hitting my chest with my hands and saying that "this is daddy's and my house...".All around me was laughing hearing that but I know till date that I meant what i said at that time.I was just hardly 3 or 4 at that time.For me everything at that time was just daddy's and mine...noone else had any say on it...
Dont get me wrong,I do love my mom and my sisters a lot but my love for my daddy was too special or undescribable.....
I wont be able to write everything in one single post coz the memories are numerous and I want to capture most of them in this space.So will be posting in parts......
